Saturday, June 25, 2005

hi...oms...i feel bloated with water....so went for cell today....its was great...alone once again....abandoned by winnie turned willy....n mr pulling his stomach at home....if u noe wad i mean...we split today...so new cell...not really lah...just smaller but same people just some gone...ok i was thinking...i can compare myself to a tubine...yep...its some piece of machinary....so wad i tink i hav been so far doing for the past 4-5 months would be to oil it...when ur oiling the turbine....its not in operation...so in other words...it has been slacking....it has been in a state of preparation for work but not really working....so now i guess i have to go into the stage where i need to start turning the turbine...where u put in some effort...to turn tht thing...its gonna require the extra in you...the longer u turn the more taxing it will be but keep on doing it...dun giv up...with the final product in mind...finally...when enuf power has been accumulated....we let it turn or spin...which would be the test whether all the effort in the turbine will work out...with the oil which is the Holy Spirit and actions which is out part....we can overcome the obstacles of turning and testing...the turbine will den provide the energy n yield the results....

honestly...i tot of slacking n just going Poly n slack more but i dunno y but i feel the calling of God to go ACJC...its like sister Yating asked today u going to acjc right? i was realli not sure so i asked God and den in my head...i was just thinking...n i shall settle for nothing less.....

our success...our faith...our actions....dey r all directly porpotional...i m done oiling...the rest is need....1 month...the candle has not burned out yet...but it will...so we hav to find the torchlight tuned by the turbine before the wax runs out.....Praise God!

all those out there with Os this year or just any exams...jia you...dun giv up!

|cowpoo| 8:58 PM|

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